a beautiful mess

graduation, high school, ends today... but friendship will never end (= friends are great as they are a part of my life. School is great too IF there is no exam and En.Siva. How wonderful if this dream come true though. SPM is right beside me, Tuesday will be the starting and the suffering for the 1st week will be like hanging a 10kg metal ball around my legs. Today in the hall, for the 1st time i seen, my History teacher giving a poem BUT she makes it sounds so flirting. All my teachers are great and i'll pray that i'll still keep in touch close with them in the future. People laugh, people hug, people tears, is this the emotion or symbol where they miss what will they leave behind? Parts of my life are simple, easy going. I do not know what i like and don't. i'm sorry for those who i don't really talk to in class or school. But we still have many chances to change that situation. Funny thing is, there is this prediction marks from teachers for our 'Forkas paper', and guess what, i didnt even reached one of the prediction, haha failure i am. SPM, here i come, buckle up! to be challenged of what am i going to give. You'll be surprise SPM... here's a picture took from a classmate and a song for lovers out there. Best wishes and have fun for U people out there. cheers!!

tagged by kelly (ho)

1. Who are you?

i'm.. bone, just bone. Kidding, Andrea.

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?*

Friends, because girlfriend u can only have one, i would rather have more.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?

never, so silly to think that way (=

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

when i think i can do it, duh~~

5. How many babies you want?

2!! a handsome boy and a cute girl (=

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

of course!! it exists, don't you know?? gosh!~~

7. What is your goal for this year?

i scored alot of goals this year during PJK time in skul lawl..

8. Do you believe in eternity love?

yes, like God love me

9. What's a perfect girlfriend like to you? (List 10)

Christian, hot, pretty, sexy, hawt lips, funny, kind, sexy voice, lastly if can.. shorter than me

10. What feeling do you love most?

i love... the feeling of the nicest feelings (=

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?

able to share my life with

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate ?

erm... i forgive you (= ive no right to judge you.. and im sorry

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

yeap, obese, thin, handsome, pretty, sexy, hot ( Jessica Alba)......... ok enough!

14. What does flying means to you?

when both legs are not on the ground

15. What do you crave for the most currently?

no SPM... awesome....

16. Who's hotter?Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?

hm.. chace looks a lil gay.. but he's handsome, kevin looks hotter in his undies while taking picture.. man i'm gay~~ Kelly, why guys!?!?!?

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words

haha, hehe, hoho, huhu, hihi

18. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?

erm..... while telling jokes but others are not laughing (=

19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?

hm...... i would still want it to be now

20. What are your fear(s)?

God, cockroaches, centipedes, height, parents

Instructions: Tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. jason lim

2. cheau wei

3. krystle

4. raja

5.khei qi

6. crystal

7. rebbie

8. sher nie

decided / undecided

hesitation? unchooseable(no such word in dictionary)? not confirm? still whining around...? what am i gonna do about it?

WAHAHAHAHa~~ why so sound so serious... lawl... hmm worried bout what's gonna happen after my SPM.. here's the plan for time being. : youth camp 08 'flameON' GUYS!!! then when im back from that.. RBS(Residential Bible School) for 1 month!!! man.. gonna miss my family and friends. Well in there.. im gonna take serious bout God, make friends.. and.. be HAPPY (= okayy after that is... NS!! National Service.. gosh!! been waiting for it for ages!! when i heard there was a result check in the school library.. my heart was beating freaking fast.. faster than a boxer lawl.. HOW i WISH i was chosen to go NS... then BOOM!! there goes my name.. ANDREA CHANG MAO HWA.. TAHNIAH!! ANDA TELAH DIPILIH... and so on`~~ aih... so relief... after 3 months of NS... college time~~~ new start... everything will be changed.. by that time~~ I CAN OFFICIALLY DRIVE!! i mean, with license la DUH!! well that's where life's go on.... and on and on..... for now.. its SPM. So what? very grand huh now?? just joking (= hm... guess ill end here then? wait! here's a pic for u to enjoy b4 u leave (= ciaoz and God bless.

Music is part of my Life (=

heyy.. after a long time period of break.. this time its music, music, and music... yeah, all about music.. so yeah... music... yeah.. music...., conclusion... music.. enjoy!! (=

Nuuuuu

ngek ngek... im back to type (= hmm ill keep it short.. for those who visits my blog and wanna insult me, u can jst press the close button and never come back alright.. insulting my name.. asking me to delete blog? who are u to ask me to do something? u don like the way im handling stuff, u can get lost (= NYWAYS!! im kinda sad, depressed... crushed on someone, but.. its not the right time, mayb needa wait for another 4 years? what's yr opinion? give up on it? or should i continue and have a lil hope for this? advise! (= not good at this..